Well, trying. After a holiday week – and then some – of binging (belated holiday wishes!) I am back on the ketogenic way of eating. Trying to get back in a rhythm that I was in before the holidays tanked me. I’m slowly returning to keto food prep and attempting one new recipe a week that’s keto-friendly.
I’ve also read The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up by Marie Kondo, and we have redone our bedroom and master closet and now I’m ready and raring to go on that!! Tomorrow begins The Great Purge of 2018, which is the year I’ve decided to KonMari the sh*! out of my house!!
I’m also working with Easton more on his phonics and reading, which is an area he is having a bit of trouble with, and the mom guilt is shaming me for it. So I’m pledging each day to read with him and work on his letter sounds and sight words. So far he is loving the readers I printed out and all of the Level 1 books I’ve purchased that he can read and learn to read.
Also in this year is my journey to return to playing soccer. I’ve been out for a couple years due to a concussion and post-concussive symptoms, but a piece of me has been missing ever since, and I’d like to attempt to get back out on the field, if only for pickup games. Along with that is my goal of just getting back in shape, since I’ve gotten far off track in that area. (It’s sad when I have to sit after 2 flights of stairs!)
Plus I have some amazing trips and events planned this year that I’m really looking forward to, and basically I want to share all of it with you guys. It’s really selfish though because writing it down and getting it out is totally therapeutic for me, but hopefully you guys enjoy the ride too. Please comment, comment, comment with helpful suggestions and share your own 2018 journeys!!!!
So to piggy back on my previous post, I wanted to follow up on my day. I did go to pick up my kids, and I was so excited to see them. They came running out of their classroom, all excited to give me the presents they’d made for me for Christmas, and to tell me what was in the packages before I could open them. Again, fighting back tears. But this time, they were tears of overwhelming joy.
I’m so so so lucky. I have amazing children that bring me these low lows but also these ridiculous highs, where I can’t even believe that I get to be their mom. It blows my mind.
It brings me on the ups and downs, but it always evens out to a contented peace. Like this is where I was meant to be.
I didn’t want to watch. I’ve had 3 episodes on my DVR since November: Number One, Number Two and Number Three. I went from a person who couldn’t wait to have a night alone to watch and cry along with the Pearson’s, to a person who was scared to watch because I was afraid I’d cry too much. I saw in the previews that Kate was going to suffer a miscarriage. I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t watch someone else go through that. I’ve been there. And this show just has a way of portraying emotions in such a real, raw, honest way, that it’s impossible not to feel all the feels along with the characters.
Yet, here I am. 10:50am, sitting on my bed trying to make a Christmas music playlist, fighting back tears. I fully prepared for the event. I have a venti caffe latte by my side. That was my defense against the feelings. I thought I could watch the show without becoming upset. I thought that a latte and Christmas music would negate the sensitive subject matter. Wrong! This show breaks down any defenses!
However, I have to leave to pick up my kids from school soon, and I find myself anxious to get to them and hug all of them. I find myself sad for loss, but thankful for what I was given. I can’t wait to see those smiling faces and listen to them tell me about their school day. And hug them super tightly.
So thanks, This is Us, for making me feel all the feels.
WTF is up with people loitering around the free samples????
While you’re waiting for your frozen cream puff to defrost, I’m trying to navigate our 2-cart caravan by you!
While you are oblivious to the world around you, tasting your PopChip like its a fine wine, I’m not- so- patiently waiting for you to move out of the way.
While you are standing in the aisle feeding your kids a free lunch from sample carts, I’m the one giving you “the look”, hoping you’ll take a subtle hint.
Costco, I seriously love you, and my kids actually look forward to our weekly visits with you, but please. PLEASE lay off the sample carts! Make a sample room. One aisle of all samples. Samples on the roof. In the parking lot. I don’t care. Just not in each aisle. Some people aren’t there for lunch! Some of us like to get in and get out in record time. And those people who are in their own little sample world ruin it for the rest of us.
“Mom, I want to give this to Brody”, as he’s showing me his inventory in Minecraft. He’s pointing to an enchanted sword “that Brody needs.”
I could eat him up. I mean, he’s just so sweet he melts my heart. Easton, since turning 6, has just evolved into the greatest big brother ever! He shares with his brothers and sisters, lets them play in his room, kisses each one goodnight and helps them with stuff like their video games.
It isn’t always like that though …
There’s plenty of torture and tears. And tantrums. The “T” trifecta in our house.
But on the whole, he’s just really blossoming into this amazing boy!
(With a goofy smile here showing off his missing teeth)
I’m a lucky Mama (who he thankfully still loves to hug and cuddle with!) And so proud of my not-so-little boy. Some days I still can’t believe I had a hand in creating this awesome dude. Blows my mind!
The quads FINALLY had their first day of school yesterday! It’s only an hour and a half, but it’s something! They go in the afternoon and since Easton goes to school in the morning, I have Easton time while the little ones go to school.
And it seemed to tire them out too because everyone went to sleep with no trouble last night. Yay!