Summer Fun

The past few months have been crazy, fun and exhausting.  We all get cabin fever, but getting out takes such effort, that it’s not something I want to do every day!  We joined our local YMCA so that helps for Mommy and Daddy to get some exercise while the kids hang out in the Kidz Korner.  They also have a great kids wading pool that they love!  But most of our time is spent at home.  This is just going to be a heavy picture post, giving a little peek into our everyday life, and it’s ups and downs!


Emerson and Brody, in a rare moment of playing together happily


Emerson snuggling with Mommy after some pool time


The kids trying their best to put me over the edge!


Emerson can be so sweet


Brody the Music Man


Easton had a blast at Monster Jam


Easton and Daddy with his favorite monster truck


Deacon loves the water


Easton doesn’t want to pose for me


What’s that face Brody?




Silly Hayden


We love our little pool!


Deacon knows how to relax


Watching for the Peapod truck with Pappy

I hope you are all having a great summer so far… I’m sure ours will be flying by, and before we know it we will be celebrating their birthdays!

Happy Mother’s Day

Happy Mother’s Day to all the mothers out there!  I hope you all have a wonderful day and feel how appreciated you are.  Mothers come in all forms, like a biological mother, an adopted mother, a mother-in-law, someone who is like a mother, though not blood related.  Lately, (when I haven’t been wiping butts or puking in a toilet – updates later), I’ve been reflecting on the maternal figures I have in my life, and what they have all taught me about being a mom.

First and foremost, I think of my mom, who is amazing in so many ways.  She has taught me how to be strong in the face of the challenges that life throws at us.  She has always been a rock when facing family health issues, and kept our family strong. It took me a while to appreciate just how wonderful and generous she is (I dread having teenage daughters, especially if they are anything like me), but better late than never I think.  I’m so thankful that she comes each week to spend the day with us, and that my kids are growing up knowing her and loving her!

I also think of my wonderful mother-in-law, who I am lucky to have!  I really hit the lottery in the in-law department.  She also has taught me to be strong and loving and that family is everything. I am so thankful we have a good relationship and that she gets to spend so much time with my kids!  I’m appreciative of everything she does for us.

I could never forget a mother I was so fortunate to have been introduced to, the mother of triplets that she was kind enough to let me take care of.  She was probably the first mom that I said, “I want to be just like her.”  Besides taking me in as part of the family (which enabled me to meet my husband), she taught me to not care what other people think, and to speak up for what you believe in, and for what’s best for your family.

I also think of the mother whom I’ve grown to love as a mother figure and a grandmother to my children, who is the sweetest, kindest person I have ever met.  She makes me appreciate my children even more, especially on the tough days.  She helps take care of my family, and is so generous with her time. We are lucky to have her in our lives!  She has taught me about unconditional love, and never giving up on your family members, even when the relationship is strained.

Also in my thoughts is the mother of my oldest best friend, who has always taken care of me, my dogs and now my kids.  I swear she has a sixth sense for when I’m having a tough day and need Starbuck’s.  She has taught me about generosity, and about being unashamed to be yourself.

Outside of these, I also take lessons from other moms like sisters, aunts, grandmothers, friends, coworkers, online mom friends, my mom’s group and other moms I’ve come across in my life.  I’ve been influenced by so many great women, and have been fortunate to have had my path cross theirs, even briefly.

All of these maternal figures have shaped me into the mother that I am, so to those that tell me what  good mom I am, it’s because of these wonderful examples around me!  Thank you to all of the moms in my life.  I hope you all know how much I have appreciated having you in my life.

One Down, Three To Go!


Emerson has made a full recovery! I think the rotavirus is out of her system, thank goodness! Not that I will stop worrying about her having more seizures, though. I worry when I’m home alone with all the kids. I worry when she’s sleeping. I freak when she starts crying and when she has a coughing fit. I’m so scared, and I know that will lessen in time, but for right now I can’t stop picturing her purple, limp body lying there. I don’t know what I’d do if I lost my beautiful, funny, amazingly smart little girl.


But I didn’t. And I’m so lucky! I will be thankful for her and all my babies every day.
The others seem to be on the mend. Poor Deacon seems to be the saddest sack. He sleeps a lot, and when he’s awake he’s usually just lounging on someone’s lap. He’s eating and drinking though, which is great.



Brody is better, and has been acting more and more like his old self – getting into things he shouldn’t be! But he still is fighting the bug, and it kicks his butt sometimes!


Hayden just wants to cuddle with Pappy all day. She’s just so sweet and pitiful when she’s sick. But like Brody, she’s acting more alive each day.


Poor Easton is a bit attention-starved, and really needs to get out and burn some energy! Surprisingly, he hasn’t caught the virus, thank goodness. But cranky Easton who needs a nap is worse than three sick kids combined! He really tested the limits of my patience today, but then he poses ave wants me to take his picture, and he makes me laugh.



So we’re surviving here. Trying to clean, disinfect, sanitize, cuddle, feed, wash, change, hold, carry and dispose, all the while trying to take care of myself. I just finished my antibiotic for bronchitis but I’m not sure if the infection is done with me! Hopefully in the next couple days we can beat these germs out of our house and have a nice Easter, although since we are quarantined, we can’t have our guests!
I can’t wait to get back to normal, whatever that is!

Out of the Pot and into the Fire


Emerson and I got to come home yesterday!  I can’t tell you how amazing it was to sleep in my own bed last night and to take a shower!!!
Em is doing great. The VEEG overnight was great, and she ate breakfast in the morning so they felt she could go home. The neurologist recommended keeping her on the Keppra for six months, so she takes a small liquid dose twice a day. It’s just a precaution really, because having had three seizures, she’s more likely to have more, and it’s more likely to be worse.  She well have an MRI as an outpatient just to make sure there is nothing else going on, and we will follow up with the neurologist. We also have a couple emergency doses of diazepam that we would administer if she had another seizure that lasts at least three minutes.
At home she’s the healthiest one we got!  She is eating pretty well, and it’s relatively active, although she’s even more of a drunken sailor now! A side effect of the Keppra is loss of balance and coordination, which she didn’t have a lot of anyway! And {knock on wood} her diarrhea seems to be gone today!


The others are a bit miserable. They just lay around and they don’t want to play. They weren’t eating or drinking until we got a prescription for Zofran, an anti-nausea medicine. After they took that they started eating and drinking water, which was a huge relief.



I love the cuddling, but I’d rather they were feeling better! Rotavirus is AWFUL!


They still have diarrhea, and Brody is still throwing up, so there’s lots of cleanup and laundry to do! I’m contemplating calling in a biohazard team to clean up after this bug is passed. I’m also shopping for new couches – easy to clean leather ones! 


Easton continues to be unaffected by this virus…Thank goodness!!!
Continued thanks for all the support…it really means so much to us to have offers of help, concern for us and resources for info from people who have also dealt with seizures. It’s all amazing and touching and we’re grateful!

Rotavirus in the House!

Emerson’s stool sample came back positive for rotavirus. One piece of the mystery solved. So now all the staff who come in her room have to wear a gown and gloves. I feel like she’s an Ebola patient!


Today has been a long day. Em was on the VEEG all night and all day. We were supposed to see the neurologist this morning to see how her brain activity was overnight, but in typical hospital fashion, we didn’t get word or see her until almost dinnertime. She saw slowed brain activity at times, which she thought was probably just her brain recovering from the seizures. So she then left to go check how her brain activity was today, and over an hour later returned to let us know that it was all normal. We decided to keep the VEEG going tonight just in case she has another seizure. They were going to keep her another night anyway because she’s not eating well. Emerson only wants to eat plain Cheerios and water. We’ve tried to entice her with all her favorite things, like pancakes, bacon and cookies, and even resorted to potato chips and froot loops, but she wasn’t interested!
So where we are at now is figuring that her seizures are what the neurologist called “afebrile febrile seizures”, meaning they are similar to febrile seizures in how they occur, but they are different in that they aren’t caused by a rapid drop or spike in temperature. How she described it was that the virus acts on the cells of the brain in a way that the brain could react with no seizure or seizure, and her brain chooses the seizure route. Something like that. So it’s not the kind of answer I like to hear, but it’s good to hear it’s probably not epilepsy, and she will probably outgrow it. Still, I like to have clear answers!


Today my parents came to spend some time at the hospital, which was great, since I needed lots of help calming her when she got cranky! Plus, they brought me jelly beans and Cadbury mini eggs :)


It took us forever to get her to sleep tonight because she only had one short nap this morning and she was so overtired!!


A doctor just came in to examine her and I said no!!! Sorry buddy, I’m not letting that happen!


Hopefully she will sleep all night and I can get some much-needed rest!
Thanks to everyone for their support and kind words…it makes me feel great to have so many people in my life who care. Brian and I appreciate it!

My New Scariest Day of My Life

Well, we had a good night last night, meaning everyone slept, but this morning it all started hitting the fan.  The quads woke up and all started eating Cheerios and drinking water, and then the throwing up started.  Mixed in with diarrhea.  Thank goodness there are four adults!  The men are sick with the bug too, but are a huge help in dealing with sick kids!  It truly takes a team!!

Anyway, Emerson woke up from her nap this morning crying, so Brian brought her downstairs and I gave her a cup of Cheerios and a water.  She started eating the cereal and then had another seizure in Brian’s arms.  Just like that.  I immediately called 911 and they sent the ambulance.  This time it didn’t seem to last as long, but she still turned blue.  She came out of it, and fell right asleep.  She slept until we left in the ambulance, and for most of the ride to the hospital.

Since this was her second seizure, they are not sure if they are febrile seizures anymore.  They were talking epilepsy, which is scary!  They decided to admit her and planned to do a Video EEG to take a look at her brain activity and see if they can get some clues as to why this is happening.  A couple hours after we arrived at the pediatric emergency department, Emerson had another seizure.  The pediatric doctors were examining her, so we had her sitting up.  All of a sudden she went all tensed up in the fetal position and fell over.  This one was shorter, and she didn’t turn blue, which was better.  Due to this, they put her on Keppro, an anti-seizure medication.  They also gave her IV fluids to keep her hydrated.



They moved her to the pediatric floor and kept checking on her blood sugar, which was way low.  The plan was to do a CT scan to check for brain bleeds, and then hook her up for a VEEG.  Since her blood sugar was only coming up a bit, they switched her IV to a 10% dextrose fluid, and that did the trick.  She then went off for her CT scan, and she did great!  They didn’t have to sedate her because she has just been so tired.  She actually fell asleep in the machine! I was so proud of her.  They didn’t see anything abnormal on the scan, which is awesome news!



Now she is hooked up to a million wires for the VEEG, and there is a camera on her too.  So the light has to be on, so that means she is having a tough time going to sleep!  They also gave her another dose of Keppro. Hopefully we will get the information we need overnight, and the doctors can figure out why she keeps having seizures.



Please keep Emerson, and all my little ones in your thoughts!