So to piggy back on my previous post, I wanted to follow up on my day. I did go to pick up my kids, and I was so excited to see them. They came running out of their classroom, all excited to give me the presents they’d made for me for Christmas, and to tell me what was in the packages before I could open them. Again, fighting back tears. But this time, they were tears of overwhelming joy.
I’m so so so lucky. I have amazing children that bring me these low lows but also these ridiculous highs, where I can’t even believe that I get to be their mom. It blows my mind.
It brings me on the ups and downs, but it always evens out to a contented peace. Like this is where I was meant to be.
❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤
I didn’t want to watch. I’ve had 3 episodes on my DVR since November: Number One, Number Two and Number Three. I went from a person who couldn’t wait to have a night alone to watch and cry along with the Pearson’s, to a person who was scared to watch because I was afraid I’d cry too much. I saw in the previews that Kate was going to suffer a miscarriage. I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t watch someone else go through that. I’ve been there. And this show just has a way of portraying emotions in such a real, raw, honest way, that it’s impossible not to feel all the feels along with the characters.
Yet, here I am. 10:50am, sitting on my bed trying to make a Christmas music playlist, fighting back tears. I fully prepared for the event. I have a venti caffe latte by my side. That was my defense against the feelings. I thought I could watch the show without becoming upset. I thought that a latte and Christmas music would negate the sensitive subject matter. Wrong! This show breaks down any defenses!
However, I have to leave to pick up my kids from school soon, and I find myself anxious to get to them and hug all of them. I find myself sad for loss, but thankful for what I was given. I can’t wait to see those smiling faces and listen to them tell me about their school day. And hug them super tightly.
So thanks, This is Us, for making me feel all the feels.
WTF is up with people loitering around the free samples????
While you’re waiting for your frozen cream puff to defrost, I’m trying to navigate our 2-cart caravan by you!
While you are oblivious to the world around you, tasting your PopChip like its a fine wine, I’m not- so- patiently waiting for you to move out of the way.
While you are standing in the aisle feeding your kids a free lunch from sample carts, I’m the one giving you “the look”, hoping you’ll take a subtle hint.
Costco, I seriously love you, and my kids actually look forward to our weekly visits with you, but please. PLEASE lay off the sample carts! Make a sample room. One aisle of all samples. Samples on the roof. In the parking lot. I don’t care. Just not in each aisle. Some people aren’t there for lunch! Some of us like to get in and get out in record time. And those people who are in their own little sample world ruin it for the rest of us.
Ok, rant over.
“Mom, I want to give this to Brody”, as he’s showing me his inventory in Minecraft. He’s pointing to an enchanted sword “that Brody needs.”
I could eat him up. I mean, he’s just so sweet he melts my heart. Easton, since turning 6, has just evolved into the greatest big brother ever! He shares with his brothers and sisters, lets them play in his room, kisses each one goodnight and helps them with stuff like their video games.
It isn’t always like that though …
There’s plenty of torture and tears. And tantrums. The “T” trifecta in our house.
But on the whole, he’s just really blossoming into this amazing boy!
(With a goofy smile here showing off his missing teeth)
I’m a lucky Mama (who he thankfully still loves to hug and cuddle with!) And so proud of my not-so-little boy. Some days I still can’t believe I had a hand in creating this awesome dude. Blows my mind!
Hope you all had a fun Halloween! We had a busy day at Easton’s school, then back and forth to preschool. Then we had to wake up 2 sleepy kids to go trick- or-treating!
Mommy was prepared though…
(My special hot chocolate in my mug!)
The kids had a blast and got way too much candy! (I love you, house that leaves out a basket of toothbrushes! )
They did have to be reigned in and reminded of rules and politeness about halfway, but they were just so excited. More excited to ring doorbells than get candy because that’s what they cried over!
Overall they had an awesome Halloween and we hope you did too!
The quads FINALLY had their first day of school yesterday! It’s only an hour and a half, but it’s something! They go in the afternoon and since Easton goes to school in the morning, I have Easton time while the little ones go to school.
And it seemed to tire them out too because everyone went to sleep with no trouble last night. Yay!
Of course we did our photo shoot 🙂
So Easton had a Lego Star Wars hardcover book, and after time all that is left is the covers. LOL. He tells me tonight, “I guess I’ll have to make my own pages to fill up the book.” I was like, “that’s a great idea. I can get you paper to work on that tomorrow. Why don’t you go plan it out in your journal?” He got all excited and ran off down the hall toward his room and called out, “oh yes! Thanks Mom! Mommy you make me smarter!”
UGH, like could you die? Makes it all worthwhile…